As a small child I was the unlikeable one.
Very few kids liked me.
They often thought I was weird and stayed far away.
Puberty hit and I was not the cup of tea for many.
They didn’t realize I had a disability.
Often in hiding, scared to be not perfect, I hid from the world my trueself.
My honorable teacher’s perhaps to get out of working seemed to dismiss me.
Sometimes A+ meant I didn’t get extra help or accommodations.
No extra help sometimes left alone. Then my reality of jumping out of expectations.
As a young adult I ran away from myself, or from a friend, or from my family.
I seemed so confused and then finally a diagnosis.
So here’s my request don’t try to change us, try to accept us.
Try to understand my puzzle piece is just a larger picture out of frame.
Out of context we need to be heard, we need to be seen, we need to make mistakes to find the answers we seek.
